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**** WHAT IS ****
05.01.10 (6:42 am)   [edit]

What comes does not always go

What seems to be is usually not

Is there light in any shadow

things are not as we wish them;

Changes that we make for fear of ever being the same

Are just steps that are abnormally not you

Feelings of mistrust often lead to being misguided

about people and places we think we know about;

We all at one time or another seek approval for who

and what we think we are

But is this really a want or a need for attention

and if so who's to blame this time;

Now let us be merry and not be so injurious to our egos

for it is better to have made ones' self than be another.

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;   TIMM17
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**** TEASERS AND BULLIES----TO HELL WITH THEM ****
04.27.10 (7:51 am)   [edit]

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   (THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE)

Sometimes when we reflect back on past relationships all we can really do is shake our heads and say to ones' self (what was I thinking). The things one does in the name of love with all its' glories and agonies is truly idiotic at times. The events in a relationship that make people feel compelled to lie about something or somebody or hide something about ones' past life is truly an altering occurence in any relationship!

Some individuals who feel so insecure about their looks often will refrain from attending social events no matter how open it may appear to be. They may not want to appear socially inept or awkward in what they may say to someone else and would not want to be seen as a misfit in the group. Many people when a young child experience teasing from other kids about how they may speak, dress or even look. This literally destroys any possible confidence or self-esteem they may possess.

They may also feel that coming from a less affluent background financially may have an affect on how other people percieve them and thus make them feel very insecure and perhaps even angry at their parents for being so poor. Childhood can be cruel to some and often it is and something one does not overcome so easily.

Growing up in this sort of social "climate" will no doubt have a bearing in their future relationships and life in general. I personally have seen many of my former classmates ruined or destroyed because of the bullying and teasing they may experience. It is just the very nature of some individuals to make other peoples' lives a living hell. If only that old saying "what goes around comes around" many of these bullies (for the lack of a more sinister term) would would trulyexperience what they have done to other people. What do you think?

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;  TIMM17
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( SHALL I WAIT TO CRY)
04.24.10 (7:12 am)   [edit]

Once upon a time there was a little boy and at the age of seven had been abandoned by both mother and father and left to fend for himself. In the first few weeks of being the boy was constantly being befriended the big grown-ups and asking where mom and father were. Well since he did not know they asked the little boy if he needed a place to sleep until his parents came to collect him and take him home. Having no other place to go and not really understanding what money was he conceded to these individuals that yes he required help and money/food to survive.

Over the following weeks and months when mom and dad did not come for him these "grown-ups" reminded the boy that since he did favors for him that now he was suppose to do certain things for these people who help him. Most of these things were most certainly foreign to the boy but he always figured that whatever grown-ups said must be the truth so thus he was more or less "asked" to perform acts of a "sexual" nature not really knowing how wrong these things were that he was doing for these people. Sometimes he would be asked to go with other people for a short time and do the same things and more for them like he did for his "protectors"

Months turned into years and by the age of 12 was considered a consummate "pro" at servicing and satisfying the "grown-ups"! There were many times when he would be transported by plane to the other side of the country to perform various "tricks" for large numbers of people at certain by invitation only parties where he was passed around like a bottle of wine among tramps anf hobos. Having acquired a well deserved reputation on how to satisfy these deviates. the price naturally became quite steep for his services!

Part-2 to come!

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp; Timm17
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(EARTHQUAKES, MUDSLIDES AND NATURE)
04.21.10 (7:44 am)   [edit]
EARTHQUAKES, MUDSLIDES, and NATURE! So what is going on with Mother Nature these past few months. It seems that I cannot pick up a paper of any kind without reading about another "shaking of the earth" and the final count of it's victims or at least the fatality aspect of it. Not once have I ever read an article dealing with the victims that are left alive in its' wake. If hundreds or maybe even thousands perish in the outset of the quake then they also have to attend to the resulting tremors or aftermath of what follows. These past few months India, China, Haiti, Turkey and the South Pacific regions have experienced quakes in the 6.5 to 7.8 range on the Richter Scale. The people left behind have had their homes destroyed and members of the families killed or gone missing with really no hope of finding them alive after a number of days. What about them and why is aid so slow in getting to these people so they can at least attempt to resurrect their lives and move on with living? I am quite positive these countries are very tired of all the inexcusable justifications on why help has not arrived even after weeks of starvation and no medical relief. What are your thoughts on these tragedies and the people that live through them? And why is it necessary for the victims to have to survive another disaster perputrated upon them by countries who promise to help but rarely if ever "deliver"? TIMM17
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04.18.10 (5:46 am)   [edit]

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   BA CK ONCE AGAIN!

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp; 

Just recently I have returned from a "hiatus" from the Internet after being away for quite some time. With the many bloggists on this website expressing their opinions about almost anything one could imagine, I sure my "tirades" were missed that much.

There are many reasons why I just simply ceased blogging on "T-Blog" but the primary excuse I gave myself was that my writing creativity just vanished that quickly. I suppose the why is not so imperative as "getting back" to writing again and even at this moment I am "forcing" these words that are spewing out of me. Perhaps I came back to suddenly but I just assumed that now would be as good as anytime right????

Hopefully as time goes by the writing aspect will develop more fluently and the struggle will become less ( one can dream....yes/no?). I would at this time say a special hello to the following bloggists, Pirate Girl, Aunt Coni, Barnabus1, LadyG, Pastor Dave and Old S chool. You all have a great week and take care and remember that it is just as equally important to find time for one's self as it is to share with others.

Adios for now folks!

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;        Timm17
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"PEACE, LOVE and HARMONY TO ALL"
01.07.10 (11:32 am)   [edit]
Well a new year has once again entered our lives and as usual I shall not consider any resolutions for 2010. It has been awhile since my last "writing" so I will endeavour to make it light with respect to all issues concerned. I hope that each and everyone of you had a great festive holiday and did not consume too much turkey. As if I am one to mention such things. My X-mas was very quiet as I chose it to be whereas some of my "friends" chose to go the "hangover" route which is better them than me I suppose. As this year progresses hopefully peace to certain parts of the world come true as I also wish this for each and one of you. Take care and peace be with all of you. Timm17
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**** SEX....WHO NEEDS IT OR WHO WANTS IT ****
08.25.09 (1:35 pm)   [edit]
Why is it that nowadays when people lose their confidence they can never seem to get back as much as they have lost. Of course this can be applied to a mulitude of sins such as the failure of a relationship or perhaps even they loss of a family member or close friend who has passed away suddenly. The loss of confidence in ones' self can even be found wanting in a sexual nature. For many men and women the loss of their confidence in their ability to satisfy their partners sexually can prove to be most devastating to that person. There are many points of difficulty that may cause such anguish and often it originates from some other major problem that person may be suffering through. Personally I have not experienced such a problem as this except for the lack of wanting any. For the better part of relationships I have entered into sex has been a relative non-factor in my sustaining of a relationship so thus I have never have seemed to miss it very much. I at times felt like I would rather have the cigarette before than after the act itself. How about you and have you dealt with this apparent problem when it presented itself. Why do we make such a big deal about sex when there is so much of it on television and in the movies already. I mean honestly do you think and feel it takes up to much time in our lives as it is or should we all just have one big orgy and then move on? Take it or leave it you say.... well I would prefer to leave it. How about you! TIMM17
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**** FAILURE TO INSPIRE WRITING ****
08.07.09 (10:28 am)   [edit]
I have recently been attempting to seek out other websites with the hope that I will be able to rekindle my writing abilities but have failed at this miserably. I always seem to be returning to "Tblog" and why I am not sure. I am in pursuit of an inspiration to once again write as I use to but am struggling along with not much success. Everthing seems like such an effort to relate to and it only takes a very short time until I am distracted away to other websites for another round of exercises in futility. This feeling seems to come and go at will but I feel I have no control over the oncoming boredom which usually applies to these feelings of restlessness. There are many subjects that I could write about but I often sense I am just filling in time and paper space what ultimately could be used an an unpardonable excuse not to write anything. What does a person do when everything intellectually seems so boring and too routine? I really do not choose to cease writing but when I do it is a really long time until I find my way back and even when I do return this is no guarantee that I will arrive with any inspiration to write whatever. If any one has any suggestions or advice as to how to break this at times unbearablestagnation please feel free to comment or e-mail me. TIMM17
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**** TRYING TO LIVE AND GIVE WHEN I DON'T WANT TO! ****
07.15.09 (12:14 pm)   [edit]
Every now and then a headline in the news media attracts my attention and makes me wonder what this world is coming to. I am quite secure in the knowledge that each and everyone of us at times feel that this planet is a nice place to inhabit and I am equally confident there are a slim majority that feel the opposite. I have written many blogs concerning my personal beliefs in regards to what I feel about how this world of ours could be a better place to reside in. However just wishing or hoping something happens that we will all in the end benefit is quite another thing. These days I find it increasingly more difficult to watch the evening national news or pick up a newspaper because of all the negativity attached to these public venues. These constant never ending articles about death and devastation to our planet often makes me think that there is no hope for the continued existence of "humanity" and the thread of survival is becoming thinner each day. How do you feel when you read or hear another "gloom and doom" headline? Does it make you wish to be on some other planet or does it continually crush you and your zest to live. I don't know about any of you but for the time being I shall continue to try to make this world a better and much more improved place for me and others to live. It also does not mean I will like doing this but somebody has to right? Tell me what you think about this or feel about it! TIMM17
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**** LOVE IS ALWAYS GOOD ****
06.11.09 (10:51 am)   [edit]
Love is truly an exceptionally mysterious "wonder". It can takes us to depths of despair that seem inconcievable and can just as well take us to heights of euphoria and eternal bliss.It comes in many disguises and can mask the uncertainties that come with the risk of loving someone or something so much the end result may be extremely devastating. We all have fallen in love and at the same time have fallen out of love as we.The object of our affections does not always react the way we might hope they would and this often leaves a huge let down for both parties. Sure love hurts and often we swear we shall never love again but that lasts perhaps just a little while then we discover someone or something else to divert our attention. With all the pain and sorrow that is associated with love, history has proven that what keeps us in seach of love is the expectation that just around the corner there has to be another "true" love for me. Although it is fair to say that love does not discriminate as to who succeeds and who does not, we all get the chance to prove the odds of love can turn in our favor. Regardless of the pain and misery I personally have experienced with love, I would not ever change a thought that love can cure all. Adios for now gang! Timm17
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**** FREE TO SAY ****
06.02.09 (1:07 pm)   [edit]
Ah! Summer time and the feelings of less restraint on oneself becomes quite evident as the worries for the moment seem to vanish. You realize that it is time for play because to much work makes Timm a very dull boy. What are my plans for this coming summer have yet to be finalized, but isn't the whole idea of being free not to have ones' mind firmly entrenched in any fixed idea? So far this summer I have finally rid myself of all my family relations here by excomminicating every last one of them from my life. Just the thought of doing this was fantastic but now that it has actually be accomplished it feels a hundred times even better than the idea. To be away from all of these leeches and parasites is like having the emotional chains taken off me. The fact is that this group of nieces and nephews are simply in this life to see how much they can take from other people and certainly does not fit in accordance with my idea of being a giver rather than a taker that they have been. I also realize that it sounds incredibly insensitive on my part to speak this way about my own family here but I for one do not possess the power or wisdom to treat this issue any differently and even if I could I don't think I would for anything. I mean honestly, you would have to see this "crew" to believe anyone could be like they are but I guess when you do not have a conscious anything can happen and not be concerned about any fallout that may occur. They have spent their entire lives being either drunk, stoned or a combination of both and have removed themselves so far from reality that there is no going back. I look at my side of the family and it is like night and day in comparison. I have spent a lot of time and money attempting to assist my family but to no avail. I think the closest explanation as to why they are this way is to use that old addage " that if one does not learn from history then they are bound to repeat" perhaps would most accurately describe these nieces and nephews of "mine". To be rid of these relations is a dream come true for me, so it is not left to me to give them a much needed "wake up" call that they so sorely need. You know, having my freedom back emotionally and psychologically is the least yours truly deserves. You may not think I am so nice after reading this but that is just how the facts line up when describing these moronic, inept fools. Have a great week all and adios for now gang! TIMM17
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**** FREE TO SAY "KISS OFF" TO A FAMILY ****
06.02.09 (1:07 pm)   [edit]
Ah! Summer time and the feelings of less restraint on oneself becomes quite evident as the worries for the moment seem to vanish. You realize that it is time for play because to much work makes Timm a very dull boy. What are my plans for this coming summer have yet to be finalized, but isn't the whole idea of being free not to have ones' mind firmly entrenched in any fixed idea? So far this summer I have finally rid myself of all my family relations here by excomminicating every last one of them from my life. Just the thought of doing this was fantastic but now that it has actually be accomplished it feels a hundred times even better than the idea. To be away from all of these leeches and parasites is like having the emotional chains taken off me. The fact is that this group of nieces and nephews are simply in this life to see how much they can take from other people and certainly does not fit in accordance with my idea of being a giver rather than a taker that they have been. I also realize that it sounds incredibly insensitive on my part to speak this way about my own family here but I for one do not possess the power or wisdom to treat this issue any differently and even if I could I don't think I would for anything. I mean honestly, you would have to see this "crew" to believe anyone could be like they are but I guess when you do not have a conscious anything can happen and not be concerned about any fallout that may occur. They have spent their entire lives being either drunk, stoned or a combination of both and have removed themselves so far from reality that there is no going back. I look at my side of the family and it is like night and day in comparison. I have spent a lot of time and money attempting to assist my family but to no avail. I think the closest explanation as to why they are this way is to use that old addage " that if one does not learn from history then they are bound to repeat" perhaps would most accurately describe these nieces and nephews of "mine". To be rid of these relations is a dream come true for me, so it is not left to me to give them a much needed "wake up" call that they so sorely need. You know, having my freedom back emotionally and psychologically is the least yours truly deserves. You may not think I am so nice after reading this but that is just how the facts line up when describing these moronic, inept fools. Have a great week all and adios for now gang! TIMM17
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**** WHAT IS THE TRUE VALUE OF AN INDIVIDUAL? ****
05.26.09 (10:11 am)   [edit]
Every now and then someone comes along in their life who many years ago played a key if not a central role in the development of the way their character has formulated. What emphasis we place on such individuals is more so to the degree of what value we place on that person in our lives. Having just recently met my son David after 32 years of not seeing him has raised this very question in my mind. How much credence should I place in the importance of his life as well as he in mine. When I did meet him his mother was with him and througout all this time I have always placed a special note in my heart for her. No I have no plans of getting "together" with her again but who can really predict the future right? Having had to essentially raise David alone for most of his early development is a credit to her because some of the men she lived with were what you and I would term "less than desirable" and for the most part a complete waste of oxygen. The only purpose they may haved served to my son was not to be like them (booze,drugs etc). Of course I do not fit the idea of the perfect role model but who really does. We all possess demons in our darker sides and the major difference is that I have never had to contend with either vice thank God. Please feel free to share your opinion of what you might do in this circumstance. Thanks for listening gang!
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**** CIVIL WAR....NOT A JOKE ****
05.20.09 (10:28 am)   [edit]
Hail to All : =========== As the war in Sri Lanka is supposedly winding down after 25 years of civil war who really is the victor. From a personal point of view to me no one is a winner in this conflict and especially the women and children. How can any government or guerilla organization be proud of killing the innocents of this conflict.In the final analysis, these 2 arch-rivals are no further ahead politically then they were back in 1985 so just exactly what they have won is anybody's guess.The current protests going on around the world in support of either the Tamil Tigers or the Sri Lankan government is absolutely absurd. It seems that they would seemingly like the war to continue regardless of how many people are killed in the name of God or Allah. Simply put, whatever faction ends up having to reform its entire social system and infrastructure certainly has their work cut out for them and no doubt it will take generations to even begin to once again call themselves a civilized society if they ever were one. They continue to think "stone-age" and treat the solutions to their problems the very same way. I really hope that they can change the tide although I do not feel confident that they can. Timm17
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**** A MEETING NOT SO PROMISING ****
05.13.09 (10:21 am)   [edit]

Well I finally met my son yesterday after not seeing him for 32 years or when he was 6 months old. Facially he looked very similar to me and not more so his mother although he has about 5 inches of height on me at 6ft 3inches. His mother did an outstanding job of raising him and it was great to see her after so many years. She is 50 years of age and look 35, so I would like to discover how all these people are able to retain such youthful looks while I seem to age faster every time I look into the mirror(my sworn enemy). Anyways back to my son, apparently he has had an on going problem with his mother which became quite evident very early on in our "phone" relationship. He seems to thrive on hassling his mother for money all the time and it has got to the point where there are times she has to even vacate her own home so she does not have to put up with his constantly calling and texting her on her cell phone. Her husband has got so angry at my son that he grabbed the cell phone out of his mothers' hand and broke it in two because he was so pissed off. who can really blame him right. I will conclude my time meeting with my son and his mother next week until then adios for now and be kind to each other and especially yourself.

 

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   TIMM17
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